in.a.complete.daze

more..

more cravings!

http://bangkok.dusit.com/z859/restaurants_02.html

So..
Mr Bottomless pit?
heh ;)

my halloween..

i want..

what's with my food cravings?!?!

i wanna go here
http://www.missclaritycafe.com

anyone? :)

craving..

scary scary..

i'm surprised my trembling hands can still type after my interview 30mins ago

so what if i'm in the comforts of my home???
clad in ah pek boxers scgs teeshirt and flyaway hair
my voice still squeaky like shit!!

had all my prep notes laid out infront of me
but i used none!! hahaa!!
stuuuuppeeeeeeeeddd

asked me to explain greenhouse effect in layman's terms
asked me to talk about a time when i had to make a difficult decision
asked me to talk about a choice i would have made differently if i could
asked me how i would talk to a 34yo pending kidney transplant when his cousin passed away from complications

so scary lah!

but well
*deep breath*
it's over
shall not have any expectations like the last time
shall expect the worst!
but i can't lah not biologically me
so now
distractions distractions
no thinking about it until i receive the results in 3 weeks

WWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

:(

p.s. thanks babe for the 4hours pep talk yesterday

auntie..

an sms from this goon here made my day
(^_^)

no more

no more no more no more

i'm leaving the court

accept..

change

continued..

Wow i'm really on a blogging spree eh.. ;)
anyho.. more pictures from the oktobEER fest!!






and the gathering of punks from class of 2001!

black tutu..

ballerinas with long flowy black hair
black tutus and black ballerina shoes
danced happily
as they fall off the stage
one by one..

sometimes..

"sometimes you have to make a big mistake
to figure out how to make things right."

oktobeeeeeeeeerrr fest..

Oktober fest was so much fun!!
everyone was dancing on the benches
on the TABLES!!
we had sausages crispy pork knuckles sauerkraut
we toasted a million times
shouting PROST!!
the atmosphere was exhilarating
everyone boogied to their funky moves
**winkwink**
our cheeks rosey with beer
our faces cramping up with all the smiling and laughing
heh!!
so fun so fun glad we went!

Ein zwei drei trinken!!!

yumyum..

A Girl grew up in a town that has winter all year round.
One day, on her way to school, she saw the prettiest icicle that grew on the fountain outside her home
she didn't want to lick it at first
but it was so pretty and inviting
it looked so innocent and safe
so she licked it and got the most terrible frostbite ever
not wanting to experience that again
she moved to the sunniest place she could find
and surrounded herself with warm tea and sunshine
with sunflowers and summer dresses
but in her fridge she has ten popsicles
as whenever she thinks she's brave to just lick one
she feels her little tongue hurt again
and she has to put the popsicle into the freezer
hopeful that she'd probably be able to gobble it up tomorrow

i try.. :)

come to think of it.. just throw them all away..
really
everything

long overdue..

i've finally gotten about organizing some pictures from last week.. :)


the souffle was unbelieveable!!
i've wanted to try the french stall for a long long time..
thanks for being with me on my virgin visit! =)

right now..
**i have thoughts that can't be put into words**

o.c.m...

This was taken from bern:
"i think i'm becoming a compulsive multi-tasker. I need to multitask. I can't just do one thing at a time. Seriously. It feels uncomfortable to me. So eg, if i'm watching tv, i have to be doing at least 1 other thing at the same time. Usually, it's playing games on my laptop, or doing homework, or surfing the net, or WORSE snacking."

Babe i was just thinking about this lastnight!! When I was going to have my dinner.. my legs brought me into my room.. got my lappy out to watch antm!! I couldn’t just eat.. I needed to multitask.. it’s like I’ve this obsessive need to make the best outta my time or something.. and it gets worse when I’m in office!! Cannot just concentrate on doing work.. just gotta reach out and grab the nearest chocolate or marmee or mooncake to eat!! what’s wrong with me?? I need to practice self-control which everyone knows I lack big time.. oh no!!;p

**gulps**
Bern!! For the past week I’ve been watching shows til I fall asleep!!
I’ve all the symptoms!!!

o.O!!!